Well, I am back at work after calling out yesterday due to some seveire chest and head congestion, coughing, and a sore throat. Nothing that a 1/2 bottle of NyQuil and some Theraflu can't fix. I am still a woozie, I took some DayQuil this morning, so balance and gravity are a little off, but otherwise I feel pretty good.

It is so slow here at work today. Boring boring boring.

It is foggy, heavy mist outside, about 65 degrees, cool, breezy.

I think I am getting sick. My nose keeps running and the back of my throat is killing me. Most of the people at work had off Thurs and Friday for Thanksgiving. I invited Alecia, but she declined, stating she was heading to Georgia to visit her dad. I was sick most of the time, I had some bad leftovers on Wednesday night and ended up throwing up for the next two days. After I got over that, my throat started hurting and I got a cough. I feel like my head is going to implode from all the pressure.

Alecia came back into town on Saturday afternoon, she spent the night again and played a little WOW on Sunday, it was nice. I really like going out with her in the evenings and picking out a couple bottles of wine to taste test and relax.

Anyway, I am feeling pretty shitty, so I am gonna make this one short.

Rainy, kind of cold; about 55 degrees outside with light breeze.

Another week has passed, and the usual schedule followed, with a superb ending over the weekend. Monday sucked, as usual, Wednesday Alecia and I watched Lost together and hung out. Earlier in the week she was worried about barrowing some money from me to help her through the week, I loaned it to her and she paid me back with a nice sack of nuggets. (Super green) Anyway, played WOW until about 4:30am on Friday night. Saturday night Alecia spent the night, and we finally had sex. Not that it was all that superb, but we were both VERY nervous. Sunday, we tried again late that night, and it was much better the second time around. I won't give any gory details, but I will say this; Does this girl have any sort of a gag reflex? We both stayed up way too late, I am really dragging my feet today.

Thanksgiving is on Thursday; I invited Alecia to come eat Thanksgiving dinner with the family (considering she doesn't have any in Charlotte). [Mom, Dad, Kelly, Jordan, and Me (Nick is in Vermont, so it's not likely that we will see him anytime soon)]

Gotta get back to work, or at least look like it....

Call centers suck.

No matter what the product is that you are trying to push on the public, the bureaucrat manipulation of employees being treated like sheep, never changes. Usually run by over-the-hill black women that have no other training than sitting on their ass and shoveling massive amounts of snack food in their faces; spitting out crumbs with every degrading command, these new age dictators remind me of Jaba the Hut from Star Wars. Of course every evil superpower have their minions, people they call friends and co-workers, but in reality they are just miniature version of the majority evil. Usually these lesser evil goblins, usually also 'African American', have gargantuan lips for better ass kissing to Jaba. I guess the only thing worse that a Jaba the Hut and the following of attitude filled and majoritivly ignorant minions, would be the 'same level' workers with chips on their shoulders that will walk any walk or talk any talk, just to get a glimpse of what it would be like to be a little higher in a company that has no future in the first place.

Even though you think you may be right, or that your way of doing things would be more efficent, no one will listen. Just keep smiling, laugh at there dry stupid jokes. Compliment them on their horrid ghetto clothing, because the truth of the matter is that you need a job, and no matter how messed up in the brain you are, a call center will always hire.

Monkeys can push buttons too...

It is a beautiful Monday morning, too bad I have to spend it at work. 75 degrees and sunny.

So, it has been about two weeks, at least two weeks since we started talking on the phone. It's been about a month since the initial contact with each other on Yahoo Personals (which, by the way, I finally was able to cancel my subscription with Yahoo, ...damn $20 fees!). Never-the-less, it have been a very slow process, but I am glad that we are taking it carefully. We have hung out on several occasions, and we seem to get along so well together, so I decided to take the plunge, I asked her to spend the night. She came over on Friday, and didn't end up leaving until Sunday afternoon. It was great. We didn't do much of anything all weekend, didn't even play World Of Warcraft, we pretty much spent 80% of the time in the bed. Yea, I know what you are thinking, and NO we didn't even have sex. We laid there, talked mostly, shared thoughts and experiences; overall it was one of the best weekends that I have spent with a woman (that didn't involve sex). The temptation was unrealistic, Alecia is very sensual, shy and reserved. She worries allot about what my reactions would be to her actions, but I know it is just because she cares. She thinks like me and can carry a conversation about anything from a speck on the wall one minute to hypothetical astrology theory the next, without even skipping a beat. We have VERY good chemistry, and seem to get along very well. We talked about sex a little, I told her that I was not in any rush, which kinda relieved some pressure. The last few visits together, I have been running a few test to see how she would solve them and see what actually makes her tick, and I must say she seems to be passing them with frying colors. She obviously has very good self-restraint, can think quick on her feet, and apparently has a deeper darker dirtier side to her personality. We, of course, had a 'sexual' conversation about do's and don'ts; I don't want to say anything that would embarrass her, but I will say that it's very intriguing and I can't wait to find out more or experience it for myself.

Anyway, I don't want to make this too long, rambling on and on. I will have to find out some more information and get back with an update...

It has been a long time since I have had deep feelings for someone. (I think as far back as when I lived in Memphis, Tennessee)

It has been a long time since I have held a girl in my arms and the scent of her hair makes my knees weak. When she calls, my heart skips a beat, and my palms begin to sweat. It has been a long time since I have been able to just stare at someone and admire them for their looks and respect their opinions. Someone that I look up to, someone that rises above all the fake and plastic people in the world. Someone that has the same interests as I, and can think on the same level. It has been a long time since I have kissed a girl, and she made my head spin. Not just any kiss, but a meeting of souls as our lips and toungs mingle with each other. A kind of person that never leaves your mind and you always crave her attention. Someone that when her soft skin touches yours it feels like two universe collide. It has been a long time, ...until I met Alecia.